I hate change. And I know that this is something I need to change about myself. In this past year I did a lot of growing up. I graduated college and somehow managed to get myself a big girl job working 40 hours a week. I'm now a preschool teacher for the employees of a huge Silicon Valley company and I really do love my new job. I'm also so very blessed that I landed a job right out of college in my field of study, which is almost unheard of now. I've been very lucky and very blessed, but I can't help but feel exhausted by all of these changes.
This is the first time I've had a full time job and it's totally kicking my butt. I leave for work at 8am and get home at 7pm. I eat dinner, take a shower and pass out for the night, only to wake up in the morning and do it all over again. The only time I have to myself are Saturdays and Sundays which are usually spent sleeping. Sleep has become my new best friend.
I guess the point of this blog is that I've come to realize that the "real world" requires a lot of hard work and time, more than I have ever imagined. I'm adjusting to this new "grown up" world I'm working in and it's scary. And exhausting. But oh so worth it. With change comes growth, and I can feel myself growing and developing new skills everyday. I know I need to overcome this fear of change...and I'm slowly getting there.
This weekend shall be spent in my pj's, in my comfy bed, with a cup of coffee, watching YouTube videos all day...and I will love every second of it. I deserve it.
Work hard my friends, I promise it's worth it.
Here'a a little song about change by my favorite band who has gone through many changes themselves!
Occupation: Preschool teacher by day, Blogger by night
Hello! I'm Jenny Lynn and it's very nice to meet you! I live in the beautiful state of California, and I have a cat named Angel. I'm a concert goer. Sushi eater. Disneyland lover. Hardcore shopper. Reality show watcher. Book reader. Coffee drinker. A total fangirl. And I'm obsessed with musicals.
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